third day of my RP week once again. as stef mentioned, i didn't appear in school today to help her with java programming >.<

went to meet up with Herman from Rapture Gaming, and see what we can do with the event.
discussed till 9; at least more of a fruitful discussion at the same time.

reached home @ 10.40pm; took a bath, started heavy documentation for the event. will be meeting up with asiasoft this friday regarding a event proposal.

been worried on how she's been. seems like school and work has been quite taxing on her. wished i could be there to help her, when she says that no one was around to understand what she went through.

hope i can help her in one way or another.

pp drafting need to be done soon. still haven't do a complete job yet.

good luck to me.

just wished that i could be there for her to help her.

this is day 2. having human resource management class today. class was okay, getting into the mood with everyone, all has been quite friendly towards me. i felt glad.

met up with Ivan and Joseph, with KC and SY, regarding OH. what a discussion we had. planning to ask huan liang if he can get his artistes down to RP as publicity. will meet up with him soon i guess. alot of changes once again to OH. will meet up with herman as like last week, to discuss the process of doing the event.

event management has been rather exhaustive. the whole gist of event management is supposed to be a team effort. i starting to get the issue of doing the event by myself again fully. it's just a habit of mine, "i will do everything nicely for everyone, just let them handle the basics of the event, i will handle everything else". it always did happen, and if i felt sick, i just try to push through and let the guys have a easier time.

then again. the school wants me to do an event that gets the publicity.
this is the reply i get.

"not possible for your event as the open house is primarily for showcasing the school/centre. sorry."



I will tell you straight in the face.

There is no need for me to do the event if you just want to showcase the school/centre.

hasn't gaming always come in conflict with everyone who sees gaming in a negative way?

what's the purpose of me doing that event for you.

i rather work for rapture and do an event for them.

you want publicity, you do it yourself. i seriously don't give a damn whether there's traffic flow to our school anymore.

it's monday again. after the recent week, i'm back to the school mood. day after day, lessons will continue as usual.

was having System Analysis & Design. my team consist of me, kenneth, ruth, wathone, and shirley.
everyone has been helpful and nice towards me, especially not being a permanent resident of the class, they all treat me nicely as a teammate and a friend too.

thanks.

some of the lessons have been especially easy, because it was something to do with my career that i'm currently having.

as some may know, i'm currently a event manager for the IT companies in Singapore, and is freelancing as of now.

working on the Republic Polytechnic Openhouse has been quite hectic, getting approvals for alot of stuff.

will post some of the event photos in the past that I did.

memories indeed. a sensitive topic. it changes lives and emotions easily. it brings along happiness, it brings along tears. tears of joy, tears of sadness.

have you come to the part of your life where memories play an important part?

remembering about the first time you met your first loved.
remembering about the last time you talk to your closest buddy.
remembering about the time something big happened in your life, and change your life totally.

memories aren't all about remembering. it's about creating them too.

As I visit my first in the hospital a few times recently, she couldn't remember who I am, being in an accident and losing all her memories.

she's recovering, which i'm glad. being able to remember her family was something i was glad for, to let her know, that her family has always been there for her. whether she remembered me, was a question. I didn't know the answer, but i'm just there for her as a friend (:

now i'm creating memories of me being a friend in her new life, with the family she always loved.

her health; her relationship with her current boyfriend; as long as she's doing well, i got nothing to worry about.

I recently liked a new girl, which she encouraged me to go after.

thanks.

for all the support ya've been giving me. at times, when i'm down, i know you can't remember me already, i just pour out my feelings. you've been listening.

you've been a great friend.

How impactful memories are indeed.

heyya all. jasper here. It will be in here, where i let my personal thoughts to be penned down, and my life's moments to be recorded.

my words are not of relation to any party, so please do not look for the particular person that I may penned down, in my post, without my given permission.

I hope to encourage a free exchange of thoughts, opinions, and your perspective towards life.

for me.

I believe in ......

i believe in the free world where free love exists.